Saturday, November 29, 2008


december is arriving..wit plane or car or bicycle or beca,i dunno..i just cant believe myself end up being alone again in, i mean in UKM rite now doing da acredatation things..bundles of board need to be set up b4 tomorrow but nobody seems to really care bout it cos everybody is so damn tired to handle it anymore.. but this thing is not da main factor of my loneliness actually...cant believe i fall in luv wit a gay!! ahaha..opss wrong fact!! but watever it is,my heart n my soul r really22222 sarcastically badly miserably HURT AGAIN!! dammit~ god really wanna show me sumtink or it just me who cant figure out of wat really supposedly to happen in my life?supposedly i choose? each day,it's getting worst cos i cant stop thinking n thinking n thinking..ARE GOOD GUYS REALLY EXIST IN THIS WORLD??....stupid me...i gotta be strong no matter wat,pretend like nothing happen,wish that nothing really ever me~

Monday, November 24, 2008

home now..lalala

so good to be home!!! but quite bored here,got nothing to do then end up sleeping lorh..luckily my anak2 are juz so damn adorable, luv playing wit them..hehe i want to really2 appreciate my time in my hometown rite now but i'v to go back to Ukm for my accreditation agonizing~ penat seyh ulang-alik,bknnya dekat kot..huhuhu sabo je la.. hey~ y i miss him?? surely ma frens know who's dat guy..ahaha..daa~