Disasterousestestest life!!!

Pls god, dun try me wit this cruel situation..i just wanted to start my new sem wit a new hope n new bright spirit but u'v alrdy given me wit such unacceptable test for me..pls...not my parents....pls ya allah~ both of my parents r admitted to ward rite now...pls pray for their health...dunno wat to write cos im so miserable n feel damn horrible by not able to be around by their side in dis moment...arghh ayat pun merepek dh...nak balik!!!! huhuhuhu